Sometimes fate steps in to shake up your life. In my case I've recently been tempting fate by becoming enamored with West Coast living. And as she tends to do, fate is delivering. Because as of tomorrow morning I am a San Franciscan. And aside from leaving my beloved NYC, my family, my friends and the home I hold so dearly, I am ready for this West Coast adventure. I am ready to take a leap outside my comfort zone; to take a chance on a new locale, a career change and embrace the exploring spirit. I'm ready to take husby's hand, close my eyes...and jump. And most of all I'm ready to see what I find out about myself when I shake things up. What will happen when I leave the city and community I've lived in almost my entire life? What will I create when I am out of work for the first time since I was 15? How will I face each morning when I am completely autonomous over my days; I can choose to create and seize my own opportunities over and over. And who knows, I could miss the frenetic pace I know in NY and be overcome by homesickness. But even if that happens I know this adventure will be a positive one in the story of my life. Because what is life without a little nerve racking, unplanned, eye-closed jumping.
....New York will always be in my blood and in my heart. But I think my mind and soul are ready for California.
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